Thursday, May 28, 2015

Chapter 46

After going to grab her pills when Sebastian comes back:
Amanda: -Sighs as she looks at him-
Sebastian: -Gives them to her- Here, just take them.
Amanda: -Goes to grab them and then takes them-
Sebastian: -Sees her take them and then gives her a drink before going to sit next to her- Can you look at me for a minute Amanda?
Amanda: -Goes to grab his hand and looks at him-
Sebastian: -Rubs her hand and looks into her eyes- Amanda, a lot of people need to take perscriptions. I take some too. I need some to control my anxiety. I take it all the time.

Amanda: You do?
Sebastian: It is to keep me calm. But look at me, I can't live a life with you lying to me. Especially not when I just got you back. Help yourself and help me by remembering to take them. Think of Melissa. Please.
Amanda: You have to play the Melissa card eh? -Gets up mad-
Sebastian: -Looks at her and then sighs- It's not a card, it's the truth. We both missed you Amanda. We want you here. I struggled in my relationship with Mercedes because I missed you so much. I can't have that again sweetie. I love you too much to let you go again. If you don't want to do it for me or Melissa then do it for yourself sweetie. Do it to keep you safe, to keep you in control of your life. I would never ask you to do it for me but I can't help it. Amanda, I can't loose you again for crying out loud. -Starts to yell- I am not going down that path again where I had to lie to our daughter and tell her that you went on a trip. I hated lying to her yet I couldn't tell her the truth. Amanda, I lied to keep your secret. Not even your parents know. Please, don't make me do it again because then there will be a lot of questions. Please. -Tears up a bit and looks at her- I love you Amanda and I want to help you.
Amanda: -Hears him cry and then walks over to him, going to grab his hand- Hey, look at me. I am sorry I started a fight.
Sebastian: Listen, how about we talk quick? Go stand on the balcony and I will be right there maybe some fresh air will help.
Amanda: -Smiles as she gets up, walking onto the balcony-
Sebastian: -Whipes his eyes and sighs as he tries to think of a way to talk to her calmly before getting up to go to the balcony-

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